Today is his book out day, book out..book out. Today is his book out day, ohh book out day. Ohh book out day..ohh book out day. Today is his book out day, ohhh book out day. Yeay!!! At last after 2 weeks of perseverance, he finally booked out today. Right, here comes the cliche' "Girlfriend-missing-her-boyfriend" rants but I don't care. I was like soo happy and hyperactive when I fetched him from Pasir Ris station. And I still can't believe that I was actually shaking while waiting for him. It's like our first date. Hahaha..I'm so happy lah people.
So I'm back in mainland Singapore after two weeks of training in the sacred island of Pulau Tekong. I miss alot of things but at the same time, I'm learning alot too and I forsee there's more to come. I'm looking forward to certain tranings like the marksmanship, Urban Operations and the 4 day oufield training. Oh wait I'm not sure whether to feel anxious or excited on the outfield part. Heh. *nervous laughter*
Anyways, I miss good decent music because in there, all you hear is, "Left, left, left, right..." or "Training to be a soldier, fight for our land..." or even from the sergeant which goes something like "PLATOON TWO! YOU GOT 30 FUCKING SECONDS TO GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE! MOVE!" *platoon runs like mad*
I miss good decent food. I'm not saying the food in the cookhouse is bad but it's pretty inconsistent. At times, it'll be fantastic and at times it's kind of bland. But then again, it's free. Full stop.
Most importantly, I miss the girlfriend. On the third day, I decided to take our photo out from my wallet and paste it on the mirror of my locker. It really helps and gives the extra bit of motivation to push yourself before each training session be it endurance/physical training or foot drills.
I have till Sunday evening to recharge myself and stock up on the necessary items.
Till then..
Loyalty to Country! Leadership! Discipline! Professionalism! Fighting Spirit! Ethics! Care for Soldiers!
It has been a week since Muzhaffar's enlistment day. How am I coping? Pretty well I should say. I've been spending most of my free time with my wonderful friends. They have been very supportive and understanding. Just last week, I went Bishan to catch a movie with my girlfriends straight after school. Though the movie sucks like shit, I really enjoyed spending time with them. Went karaokae-ing with my guy friends and Chen Chin on friday night. A crazy singing and dancing session indeed.
This week on Monday, I went to the gym with Zubaidah. Hit the treadmill and ran 2km in 15 minutes. Embarrassing timing but heck it. It's been quite awhile since I had a long distance run. Gonna improve on my stamina and gradually increase the distance. And just now, had a 3 hour badminton session with my friends. Asri and I a team while Hafiz and Chen chin our opponents. Spent the 3 hours cursing and insulting Hafiz. (It's my way of intimidating the opponent) Haha..The rest ; Rahmat, Winston, Shahid, Kartik and Rovin need to go off early. But it's undeniable. We really had a hell of a time laughing our heads off.
Of course there are times when loneliness strikes me all of a sudden. Like during a lecture or every night when I wanna go to bed. It's impossible for me not to think about him after all these years. But whatever it is, I got to be strong. Be there for him when he needs me. And most importantly, stay faithful.
So the day has come. In 10 hours time, I will be in Pulau Tekong undergoing the mandatory National Service where some men relish it and some boys dread it. I am definitely looking forward to this phase and eager to don the green uniform but in the last 12 hours, nervousness has somewhat crept in me. That makes me a boy turning to a man? Well screw that thinking.
Bottom line is that I'm looking forward for National Service, especially the Basic Military Training part better known as BMT. New mates - hopefully they are good bunch of people - vulgarities hurled at us and most of all going through the training together. Everything will be alright.
I met Wani earlier to have lunch cum dinner in NYP and basically just spend the last moments before I'm enlisted. We walked and talked and did some more talking. I got some advice from her like "kalau kene maki ngan sergeant jangan maki balik nanti kene confinement", "da pat Tekong, mulut jangan cabul", "kalau nampak apape, jangan lah gi tegur" and "think of me ok". Don't worry, I will be just fine. =)
Till then, see you people in 2 weeks time. I hope. =)
It's been four years and I still have the same feelings as I did four years ago. In fact it has been growing by the moments. The things we do, activities and moments spent together has always been meaningful and I'm glad being with her. She isn't demanding like some other girlfriends, always appreciative of time, things and efforts, cares about the people around her and very thoughtful. I've learnt alot from her vice versa and she has been my inspiration in some of my works or activities.
I can go on and on about her in this post but I shall keep those feelings. Bottom line, she's my friend, my buddy, my lending ear, my joy. She's my girlfriend and I'm a lucky person. =)
Anyways, we went to Bollywood Veggies for a countryside visit for a change and I can strike one off from my "Things to do with the girlfriend before enlistment" list. I got the idea from Bomi, well not directly but I saw him taking his family there. Eversince, I have always wanted to go there to see what the place is like and I must say I'm pleased with the visit.
Well the rest are on facebook. It was a special day and a special time. It always has been, yes, even now. =)
We just walked around Bugis. Window shop and then did more window shopping and he got me a shawl. Awww.. =)
After which, our stomach started grumbling so we headed down to Tong Seng. A fully certified halal coffee shop which serves good and cheap Chinese Muslim food. Value for money yaww. With its 1950s ambience, it is truly a must-go makan place.
Muz had Hainanese chicken rice and I had chicken mushroom noodle.
We also bought a plate of fattening mouth-watering orgasmic deep fried char kwae which comes with a bowl of mayo and chilli sauce.
With our full stomach, we went to Orchard. And then that was when the we started taking lovely pictures.
A simple yet sweet date. Truly had fun and enjoyed every moment with him. Thank you for the time love. =)
Today marks exactly one month to Muz's NS enlistment. He's excited, I'm dreading it. Not seeing each other for 2 weeks and then getting to see him only on weekends for another 5 weeks is total bullshit. It's insane, ridiculous, maniacal, beserk and mentally unhealthy. Not that I'm against the idea of guys going Ns. It's the process that makes me feel...challenged I must say.
We've been together for quite sometime. 4 years being with him makes him part of my life. I'm emotionally, mentally, soully (whatever the word is) attached to him. Frankly, it's really hard for me to part from him. Call me possesive or taggy, I don't care. I just can't live without his presence. I need his everyday, "Good morning sayang! I just woke up ni. And I haven't bathe. Hehehe. =)" sms just so that I can perform my daily tasks.
A couple of my friends said that NS is the toughest period. It is the time where squabble is like an every day issue and that most relationship will come to an end during this period. Whatever the misunderstandings that we'll face and no matter how big the problem that will fall upon us, bottom line is, we love each other and that's that. Leaving each other is not an option.
Instead of making this NS thingy as a hindrance, we will take it as a challenge that we will both overcome and hopefully, strengthens the relationship. =)
Can't believe Hari Raya will be in a week's time. Seriously, the fasting month passes by in a jiffy. Guess I was busy with my attachment. No frets however! Because Syazwani already made four types of kuih raye yaww. Kuih tart, bantal saloma, honey coated cornflakes and chocolate chip cookies. I'm left with kuih makmur. A tedious kuih to make but gratifying in the mouth.
Talking about chocolate chip cookies, I was so pissed with my dad. He ate the heart shaped chocolate chip cookie that I made specially for Muz. The best part is, he gave me that "I've-done-no-wrong" face after stuffing the cookie in his mouth. URGH! I'm sorry dear..I'll give you the normal shape cookies ok? =)
Not going to rant about the oh-so-cliche number of baju kurung I bought or what colour my heels is. Gonna leave that as a surprise. Hehe.
On a serious note, I sincerely hope that for this year's Raya, we can diminish all the resentments that we have, the grugdes that we accumulate and the hatred that we keep all along. Life is too short to make it complicated. Enough said.
Liverpool Football Club have completed the signing of Mohamed Muzhaffar for an undisclosed fee ahead of yeserday's transfer deadline. Rafa Benitez unveiled the youngster after a training session at Melwood yesterday afternoon. The versatile defensive midfielder who equally adept at right or center back, is touted to give Lucas Leiva a run for his money. Reports suggested that the 20 year-old put pen to paper on a five year deal.
It is believed that Rafa Benitez is to pair him up with Javier Mascherano in the center of the field after the departure of Spaniard Xabi Alonso. He was given the number "14" shirt, formerly worn by Alonso.
"It is an honour to play for one of the biggest clubs in the world and in one of the greatest leagues", said the youngster. "I'm really proud to have signed for a club I have supported since I was a kid. I know I will have to work hard for my chances and I'm mentally prepared. The boss showed his confidence by signing me and I would like to repay that faith by doing well on the field."
Muzhaffar has played for several amateur clubs back in his homeland. In 2002, he was the one of the younger players that made it into his school's first team to participate in an inter-district "Football-Olympics" tournament where the team made it to the final only to lose out on penalty shootouts. He was made captain for HKNP FC in 2005 where he played for a year.
In 2008, He played for Sacofargo Football Club, a Singapore Sunday Division Two League club. His four month stint ended with a goal to his name is a 5-2 victory over a rival club. His football career was peppered with several knee injuries which hampered his progress.
Rafa Benitez hailed the youngster as a similar player to Mascherano with an Aquilani element in. "He is a good player. He is focused and works hard for the team. He has got bravery, strong on the ball and tackles well. I believe he has got what it takes to play in the English League. With the senior players around him, he can definitely be a quality player", said Benitez.
When asked about his side's chances of winning the elusive 19th league title, the Spaniard responded positively.
"With players like Gerrard, Aquilani, Mascherano, Lucas and Muzhaffar in the squad, we definitely have strength in that department. I have confidence in my team and their mentality. I believe we can do it."
Whether Muzhaffar can be a hit with the Anfield faithful remains to be seen. It may be a tough task to ask him fill in the gap left by Alonso but in football, you may never know. We could be seeing an exciting prospect that may well bring in a whole new different dimension for red half of Merseyside.
